探してるもの。

どこかにいる。

another sky. another day.

i f**king love sky.
空に癒される。('u')

生存武器。

她看見他了，他讓她聽了一首作給她的歌。
他還寫了詞呢。好感動。
然後。。。她睜開了眼，淚默默地流下來。
午夜時分。只聽見風扇咻咻地轉著。

現實中，他是一個回憶。
既然是回憶，就是過去。

現實中，他是一個歷史。
既然是歷史，就是死了。

他已經死了。
他已經死了。
他已經死了。

既使他還活著，
他是另一個人。
他不是以前的他。

活在過去是很痛苦的。
沒有什麼是永恆的。
唯有變才是不變的。

她會習慣的。
習慣是人最大的生存武器之一。

now you know better.

Can you remember when you were just six years old?
With a trusting heart accepting everything you're told
Anyone bigger must have been right even if they were wrong
You'd take what is given, you didn't know better

All your little mind could comprehend was goodness and truth
Even when the baddest things were being done to you
Ain't it a shame how you pay for your innocence?
And you'd take what was given, you didn't know better about

** Loving, cheating, people leaving
Dying, living, losing and forgiving
Growing, saying no and being who you are

What about the time when you became sixteen years old?
With an unsure heart believing some of what you're told
Wanting to be someone different, but there's pressure to be the same
So you'd take what was given, you didn't know better

All that you could think about was what you should or should not do
Every single insecurity was magnified for you
Then suddenly you began to feel all the contradictions
But you'd take what was given, you didn't know better about **

Now here you are a little older than before
You've really been through it and you might go through some more
But if there's one precious thing you've learned
Is that you can't just take what is given and now you know better about **

today.

today is another day.
xmas eve, new year eve,
chinese new year eve, Vday...
is/was just another day too.

in such a superficial world we are in.
who looks for something simple and nice?

i have been smoking too much.
been crying too much.
one day, enough is enough.
if only time can heal this,
oh TIME, speed up please.

sunlight.

i have forgotten [5]

i used to be very crazy about stripes.
i still love stripes.
*taken at Vanilla Industry

his story.

wat's his story? looking at his hands, i wonder.

what's a girl to do?

We walked arm in arm
But I didn't feel his touch
A desire I'd first tried to hide,
That tingling inside was gone
And when he asked me:
'do you still love me?'
I had to look away
I didn't want to tell him
That my heart grows colder with each day

When you love so long
That the thrill is gone
And your kisses at night
Are replaced with tears
And when your dreams are on
A train to train wreck town
Then I ask you now, what's a girl to do?

He said he'd take me away
That we'd work things out
And I didn't want to tell him
But it was then I had to say
Over the times we've shared
It's all blackened out
And my bat lightning heart
Wants to fly away